Untold Words

I loved the good things, But I wanted to listen the one You never said. Because it could have helped me, in not being a livin' dead. You started it many times, But I didn't want it to end. I wish I could read the messages, That you never send. I told you that Its okay to leave my side. Don't you remember? I just wanted you to say it once that time. What difference does it makes? If it's April or November. You waited and waited and waited, Untill nothing left to be broken. And I was such an idiot, I held the gate open. Why to give me hope? When you have to snatch it back. Your smile, and sweetness darling. They worked as a perfect trap. I wish I knew the truth, When we were first time in bed. Because it could have helped me baby, in not being a livin' dead.

Right there, the smile on your face that I used to bring. I loved that. That feeling you have right now for someone else. I want that. I don't know what did I've done to lose you. What did I do to that beautiful smile, What deed of mine created a distance of a mile. While missing you the memory flashes back making me sad Creating a void which is making me sad My emptiness is feeding on my happiness, Happiness that is fake, Not entirely- But it is. I wanted to complete you. I wanted to fill your voids. But how can I? You just said that goodbye! And I still wonder what mistake did i do to lose you in a while, What deed of mine created a distance of a mile. Can't we just love and live? Just forget and forgive. Are those wounds were so deep? Do you ever have that so-called peaceful sleep? Darling, I wanted you to walk on the aisle, I don't know what deed of mine created a distance of a mile.