Untold Words

Is there any currency to buy , the lost love that said goodbye. Killing me every moment from inside, I don't want to think just from my mind, I don't want to be like those guys. I even miss a normal smile, at least I used to do that once in a while, I know you don't care, there's nothing in common that we share, but loving you deeply was worthwhile. Things that I learned for you, became the reasons to loose, the brightest light that shined, inside the deepest part of  my mind. I've lost so much here, please help me FIND!!

You saw her today and WOW, she was looking awesome, happy, and yeah!! Such a beauty, She responded smiling and you judged her "Oh man! She's so easy!!" How can you just judge? Maybe she was just into grudge. Maybe she didn't responded to your filthy looks, Maybe that wasn't enough, or Maybe it was too much!! She was dying inside slowly-slowly, and blame is on you, yes! its on you, because you ruined her wholly. She just asked you for some time, She want to think or decide? okay!whatever it is, I don't think it's a crime. You don't care because you don't know the pain, you haven't suffered that blood rain. They have been through it  again and again, and still they can't abstain. Ever did that with your sister? okay leave, just talk to her about it. hey hey? what happened now? ohh!! am I talking shit? I don't know what's happening to this world, My mother told me its beautiful out there, or maybe she