Untold Words

Ever thought about living your life without Mother's unconditional love? This post is a bit different from others, its something special for a special person in everyone's life. Its about something beyond humans, beyond feelings, beyond all the stuff that exist on Earth. These are "Mixed and weird and true" feelings for you MAA. ❤ I just tried to rhyme some words that are coming in my mind through heart. Maa, you always cared for me when I was not feeling well. but how could I know, that you were going through hell. Your unconditional love for me can never be measured on any scale. I have seen you in suffering, due to all our work, you look PALE. Are you alright? Don't you have any problem? Why you never complained? Why to act so different, I used to think that all people are same. I know I hurted you many times, and felt really ashamed. I regret everytime for what I did, but amazingly you never changed. Maa, yesterday i chatted with your photograph, as I cried a

This night is different as I heard something sweet. Are you thinking about me? Or it's just my heart beat? I was falling for you unknowingly deep, but I know about the secrets that I have to keep. You're my only destination, That I want to reach. I lack some portion of life, but being with you I feel complete. All my thoughts  are now dramatically freezed, because I'm just waiting for your YES , and this time say it! please!

It is taking so long to decide, what I should call the warmth that I feel. Is it a mistake of my life? or the blessing that I recieved. Is it the pain of love that hurt? or the pain of loosing you kills me inside? You have no idea of the agony, that I desvern in all sleepless nights. It's worst than the hell, and better than the heaven. Just don't ever dare to feel it, else it would become your obsession. Some survives strongly, and some survives fragile. Just never blame yourself, because GOD is the one who decides.❤

I was sitting on my desk and saw her passing by, My mind tried to ignore her, heart couldn't resist a " Hi ". She asked me "How are you?", and I was just looking at her face. God, Please just tell her, she is my "Queen" and I am her "Ace". I replied , "I m Good." , and asked , "What about you?". But wait I saw something! was my name tattooed? She knew that I saw it, and I was about to burst out. she pulled me towards her, and said "Don't tell anyone about...". Then silence covered the moment, and I was so lost in the her. She kissed me for first time, and my whole world went blur.❤ PS: All this stuff is fictional and yes may be a dream! ❤

It's not your mistake my dear​, You were so far from me all the time i thought you are near. It's all about time, because loosing YOU was my fear. All I ever wanted for us was simply a healthy relation. You always took me for granted, and I just tried to handle the situation. Now read this one close, because situation is not same. I gave so much time to us, hoping atleast something remain. Now it's almost over, and I don't regret on this part. bacause I knew this could happen, but always listened to my heart. Loving you was hard, but all you had to do was stay, I am happy for this, because it ended my way!